Hopes

Fucking idiot.

You lost her, you're stupid
now go and fetch cupid
to fix what's been broken
to say the unspoken

To balance reactions
and moisture contractions
between you, reactants
to state what the fact is

That you are one piece, a whole.
And you're able to repair every toll.

Fucking Dreamer.

Now leave bed and run
and go sing the unsung
to make up for your loss
to forget, fingers crossed.

Go pray to all the gods
that she forgets you not.
Down on knees, chin is up,
you beseech to them gods

And you pray
for a miracle
to go back in time
and save you both.

Don't get your hopes up too high